Tuesday, 21 July 2015

The End Is Near. . .

Over the past 12 months I've spent my days breastfeeding my little one. 

And let me tell you after 2 'failed' attempts at breastfeeding the first two I've enjoyed every single second of it. 

But now that the end is coming closer I can see the light at the end of the tunnel and in that bright light at the end is a big bottle of vodka! 

I'm not much of a drinker and usually get fairly 'happy' off 3-4 drinks and am lucky to drink once a month. While pregnant and attempting breastfeeding with the older two kids I never once wanted a drink-it just didn't bother me. 

But holy moly! It's been nearly 2 YEARS since I've had a drink and the cravings are getting intense this time (maybe that's to do with how many kids I have now, drinking becomes a necessity) 

My husband drinks beer and just the smell of beer on his breath is enough to get my mouth watering. 

I'm not a 'pump and dump' kinda person and have always found that too much like hard work but the closer I get to being done with breastfeeding the more tempted I am. 

Although I think when I finally do get that night out its gonna be a big one and I'd end up pumping and dumping for a whole day. 

Then again after 2 years of no alcohol I'll probably be shit faced drunk after my first sip ;-) 

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